Wednesday, May 20, 2009
hey im being realli happy girl..being singal and my friend all around me...i miss many of my fwen...sooo many....didi of coz i miss u k n also all my darling fwen...
aku just nak post ni...guess wat?? dunia ni mmg kecik...wasiah?? ring the bell...tak sangka she know me...at last our story is kinda same.. dulu perna fall for someone and at last get hurt...i laugh laah kan coz nasib dia macam aku jugak...well it happen to every gal...i donno that the person kita dulu perna fall kan realli no heart pentingkan diri sendiri and only make us understand his love story or should i put her...i tink my tears all just a waste...thingking back yeah i just waste my time...now i just laugh at myself coz being soo stupid...
btw kat luar sana sape nak kutuk cara aku type persilakan coz this is the way i type...
roger n out
-wan-
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
i juz feel soo lost now...entah laah...empty...no happiness at all...no one to turn too...i juz soo empty wat to write in my post today....im juz sooo empty...i think i juz wanna be alone for awhile...i realli dissapointed in myself...mayb this is coz of my own stupidity...
how can i make ppl understand...y ppl juz think about themself...i juz dont understand ppl..
hmmm...gtg
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
yeah i will active write in my blog rite...kalau tak SYAFIQAH MEMEKAK!!oopz sorie...
kinda stress day today...have a big fight with him...hey itz kinda weired rite coz aku cry mcm pompan gilaa..hmm..well mayb coz i in love with him already...haiyoo...when he say wanna end this,alamak! mcm terstop sak jantung aku....i juz miss him that much...how i wish i could run to him n knock his head than hug him n shout to him i miss him..yakdish!! plz wake up girl!!...i admit i being sooo degil but i didnt mean any harm...plz plz plz im sooo sorie....wahh falling in love is worse than falling in ur exam...yakdish again to me coz aku tak phm apa aku merepek....!!!ps i juz miss him that much...
my bday coming but no mood to think about it coz....nvm all my wish dah go to tog sampah pon!! haizzz...sooo 7 june plz dont come!!
routine pada hari ini ialah wake up and eat my freaking ubat...seriouzly im sick of it...plz plz plz wan nur zahidah wake up laah dont make the ubat control u...u have to control urself...kalau gini sampai ketualah ko hidup dgn ubat!!! yakdish again to me....
nenek sick...plz get well soon...i lost many ppl i dont wanna loose u....
kk i gtg, im bz doing some stuff right now...till then.....
to azaq....like again...pegi mampoz!!
roger n out
-wAN-
Sunday, May 10, 2009
hello world...long time yaw aku tak write my blog yeeh...bz finding jobz and settle all prob...tanx to my dearest atiq n HIM for being there for me...i juz choose to be quiet latey coz bila aku byk bbol byk lagy org tak suka..sooo being quiet is better rite...hmmm...
HE have being queit lately..i juz dont know watz in his mind...i fell so helplez..haiz...i juz miss the old him, who alwayz being there n make me smile each day..but now he being quiet im juz feel so lonely...i juz miss him soo much...how i wish i can meet him now but wat can i do,he's far away from me...waiting he's msg each day...each and every msg from him will juz make my day....if i done any wrong to you im totaly sorie...i juz can say it out here that i love u.....but.....
HE make me to stand on my feet n make me forget my past...i dont cry anymore abt my past, now thinking about my future ahead....tanx
to azaq if u read this...i juz regrd to know u..seriouzly...u make me n my family suffer...coz of u my grandma have to help me....i juz pray that god will take everything from u...yes!! aku jahat!! aku dah byk mengalah n now u make my grandma suffer...yeah i lie before but ko ingat skg pape jadi kat nenek aku,sampai lobang cacing aku cari ko...i tot u mature enough to think but otak mati..im not being rude but u make me like a stupid ass waiting for ur msg about the stuff...stupid ass...hey u thing u perfect, trust me...u get it wat u have done to me....all ur promises is a crap...nvm tell everyone i am the bad...itz okey for me...aku tak rugi pape laaah....i learn one thing thats life and also learn another thing nvr trust sweet talk ppl....
i miss many ppl rite now...xpecially HIM....i juz have 1 wish on my bday that is be with u on my bday...but dream on laaah kan....haizz...i miss u dear....pray for ur health...
i miss my abg....
to my sis, happy bday...sorie cant attend ur bday party...sicko laah!!ur present utang k...hehe....
peace
-wAN-
